life has been pretty hectic for me lately.i dont think ive ever studied as hard as i am right now.sch used to be really easy.and i used to take tests and exams quite lightly.knowing that i would definitely clear the minimum passing mark.but i guess last yr's promos exam result was a wake up call i desperately needed to be able to get through pre-university education.

now i realise working hard is not nearly hard enough to make it through.working hard doesnt ensure me i would clear that minimum passing mark ive been able to clear all these while.things have changed.in a way larger than i could ever imagined.

now its not about the contents of the textbooks or notes or even extra readings anymore.right now its abt the real world.how the contents of the thick pages is applied to the real world.i guess most of us (be it in poly or ite) are doing that now.but the excruciating course of thinking critically can sometimes be very stressful.but i guess it is for the better of my future after the comfort of classroom chairs and desks are taken away from me.

common test is next wk.and im scared to death of its fast arrival.im not sure if im ready but i hv been making preparation since...quite early i suppose.maybe since the 3rd wk of sch.i really hope to atleast clear all the papers.but im not quite confident since this test includes contents frm 1st yr work which ive long forgotten.but its gd to know that the bulk of the things tested are from this yr's work so far.so im really hoping not to fail like so bad.

im really tired now.gd night.

CHEERS!