remember??
Firstly i do realise that i am nothing to the wasted kids without u
i want u to know that
really.i mean that
secondly yes i am happy
im happy with what i hv
im happy that people are willing to put in effort for the sake of my happiness
im happy because i want to show these people that i appreciate all the efforts that they put in for me
i cant be mourning over our fall out when people are trying hard to make me happy can i??
and thirdly yes i can find someone else in the family to confide in
but that person is not my bestfriend
even if i confide in every single one of them
it wont be the same
simply cause no other person in the family is my bestfriend
just u...
and yes i agree that i am able to mix ard with the family
but do u know how much i talk without u ard??
not much i assure u
its different with and without u ok
i can talk to u all through if u were there
but without u i cant find much to talk abt with the rest
and u think im not fcked up that u werent there on my birthday??
u think i wasnt fcked up that u didnt wish me happy birthday??
do u know that i broke down on my fcking birthday talking to fifi abt the fact that u didnt talk to me even on my birthday
and do u know how many times i cried in my rm
feeling like shite over the fact that we're not talking and we're in this state
u dont know all that do u??
cause ure looking at me frm my surface
u shuld know me
u should know that i'll smile and laugh even when im sad or angry or shite
u should know..
y must u come to such conclusion
doesnt our friendship mean anything to u??
is it that irrelevant and unimportant that u would say gdbye over a small argument??
we're better than this
arent we...??
PS: I miss u.I really really do.
PS: Thanks for being there for me.And thanks for comforting me.
want kiss???wakaka!
CHEERS!
