I believe that relationships are mostly based on trust.
no matter what kind of relationship it is, be it friendship, teacher-student relationship and what not.
trust is the foundation of any relationship that is in existence.
and for her to want u to cut all means of communication with me
just shows that there is lack of trust in the relationship.
well i guess i understand that there is bound to be jealousy if one's bf (or future fiance in this case) in still in contact with his old flame.
but isnt trust suppose to be stronger than any feeling of jealousy??
oh!i dont know.
who am i to say anythang concerning relationships rite.
im not even in one.and i failed in it twice.
oh well.....
=)
mom is so cute when she's handling the kittens
i cant get over the fact that initially she was the first to say she doesnt want to take any responsibilities for the kittens
and now she's treating them like they're her own.
talkin to them like they were children.gosh!

so finally the long awaited weekends are here.
i cant wait for the gig tmr
but the weekends are going to fly by very quickly i believe
and soon its back to school and assignments and revision and what not.
i've alot to catch up on
i havent been doing much homework this week.
ive been slacking the whole week.
i cant wait for dearest home tutor/math teacher to come back and motivate me to do maths.
mid-yr exams will be in abt a mth time
and h1 maths a'level paper will be in 5mths.
this will be my big break
its either i make it or not.
no retaking.
failing maths will mean no university admission
no university admission will mean no NIE admission
no NIE admission means no career
no career will mean no NOTHING!
so...u guys can see right how stress up i am.
gosh!
im so fckin scared and yet im not doing much to calm my fears down.
i seriously have to start!
and PW is so so so fcked up!
argh!
well then...that's life for me..

CHEERS